Have you ever gone thru seasons in your life where you have known something just had to give?
Like at any moment, the damn was just going to break open, and all the world would break loose. I’m telling you, for the past couple of months I have felt this way. I’m not sure if it’s a pure need for change, needs not being met, or something that Satan is just stirring in me, but it’s gotten hard. For me, I think it’s all of the above items. The monotonous ground hogs day tasks that coincide with each and every day (they can get so boring). Feeling like everyone else’s needs are being met, but mine. Selfish I know, but it’s how I feel. Being taken for granite. My needs deserve to be met, right?
As far as spiritual warfare, that’s entirely possible and probable, but there is no way I could ever know for sure. What do you do when your in this season? I do not have the answers, but I very much wish I did. There has been lots of prayer and will continue to be in prayer, but for me something needs to change. A new chapter perhaps. What does that look like? I’m not sure of that yet either. New adventures, different surroundings, growth in areas, the pressure being lifted by GOD, I’m not sure? Breath, just breath. Stay tuned!